So much for being the ride...

I see you friendlier at these hours and thinking it through i denied you the ost, i left honey at the bees steps and left blue eyes looking for saving the most. i think summer ended on that end a long while ago but not so much as the end of you made it my find, and wherever you go from here I hope youre denied every beauty and given every sex of your hell so you survive it, and when the world is done ending i hope you murder you onto the exit, and never find you as me again. I pray on evil and separate the good from the devil, and i'm dead to the money and dead to every sin for the way it left you every obeah on thegods beginning, and wherever you see it beautiful i hope you see it as your shame, and the way god denied you and the way love died to you and the way evil found you ugly and buried you there and so much for being evil again, im hoping i save tomorrow and history and everything that used to be me and SWITCH im done with jesus, im done with teena and steven jeffers and everything of summer in the afterlife, but make it fast, i might be the last chance you have.