I lost my mind

I mostly see stars and sars on the streets and losing everything to body's of God left in mine and dying for my exit, and I wait for nothing except God and I wait for nothing except my hands and my mouth as mine, and don't worry I've saved you a ticket, and I pray you get this anyway as the work you left me dying on and no worries here come the cameras for my mourning effect and every die of me to tv for the work of good and evil made beautiful and left as what I get of no fear and i'm sorry you ended me, and there's mostly everything I can never say but do, and I hate you, for what you decided was Heaven and left me on every hell for, and I'm me I guess or the end of the world and wake up the Devil it's only two hours from show time. I hate bitches like you, you make it all happen too fast and then decide it never happened and worry less I'm only dying for evil.