I am only where you found her

leave blood at the doors, leave money at the altar. do math for the weekend and make tea for the dead. it's only my end and only my ever and so whatever happens with ugly and the drought i think love lost most for your pen and your wild times, if possible can i deny you and sake you and end you and drive through every other side and say goodbye to you and the end for the war i left on your bed, and goodbye for the evil i thought you made god, and whatever it takes, make it home to your holy and then divide it and death it and cry most for the way i saw it happen first and you did nothing and then play games with your hands and your words and your happy and i find you again and i find you never after and i find you sin and i find you safety and then i find you ending and i find you born and i see you the devil and match you 10 god and whatever you say next make it count, im going for everything