Dead and delivered

I fired you with the most of my vision on ecstacy and heroin and adderall and took a little toolong with saving money for the show after incase it didnt come

i looked at it different i guess, the most of me dying on hellfire ended and i think sorrow ended at lover and loved

i think my body is god today

it keeps saying things like fuck me and i love you

but never really to my exes

and never really to be here again

i thought it a joke

the way you marry the devil and sake by the sun and leave the dead delivered and decided at that

and wherever it means you found me i survived the end of you most

and left you there

took too much time to waste it on seven beers and tomorrow coming

its love wasted mostly

i see you fearing my body in the summer the most, the way it sees you and denies you and your beauty ended on its heaven

i promise i made it that way

i love your hair,

when it burns in december and wakes for the mirrors and leave me there if you dont see it then you shouldnt

i caved

i want you home

and in most ways,

i still do love you, love